there’s a bar in the kitchen
where i sit alone most evenings
but not tonight
as sundays are for communing with the dead
the hour finds me sharing a scotch
with zevon’s vaporous ghost
he sits beside me strumming his immaculate gibson guitar
singing that his shit’s fucked up
i concur
explaining how i have acquired the sickening habit
of being unable to ignore the truth
in the door walks every bloody sacrifice i’ve carried in offering
to the goddess of being a lousy cunt
the heaviness you feel when your head is resting in your hands
is the weight of every choice you’ve ever made
i’ll never know your love
this will be the last thought
as my coins are handed to the ferryman
this is the price of admission
2 replies on “the price of admission”
The Zevon fan is visited by a musical memory but death is – of course – on the mind. The good die young and the (perceived) bad get to survive, sort of. Elegant ending, well done.
I was in a helluva mood, the result was this poem…thank you for your appreciation, Mike.