Category: waste
Poof* Take MY water

bravado poet he was
and i dumbly followed
fully knowing
his titles were shit
with a snake oil smile
performative assholery
but it took a near death
blood loss event
near wild boar swamps
in an Arkansas tar pit
to see
the true excrement
was the content
of his character
Paris in the rain
a woman’s life
is too tenuous
delicate
billowy
spider web
close call on I-75
in preterm labor
on the way to the
Paris airport
in the rain
fragile
beautiful
precious
sacrosanct
finite
for bad friends
bad family
bad coffee
bad shoes
bad mattresses
bad jobs
bad husbands
bad debt
and bad dick
learn this by 30 for maximum
enjoyment
future
female
conquerors
of a dying planet
when the oxycodone and meth crops fail in kentucky
the country folk flock
across the ohio river into cincinnati
to go to the open air opioid market
people once came to the queen city from the south
to get factory jobs that no longer exist
they were called briar hoppers
we don’t have a name for these new immigrants
other than marginalized, homeless, inmate, and DOA’s
but they’re good at making change
a five dollar bill on the streets of this town
will turn into a baggy of heroin
faster than it will turn
to singles
i have no fear of death
i’m not particularly concerned with my life expectancy
possessing the prescience of mind
if and when i reach 75
i will feel powerful dumb
as i tally the amount of time
i have spent in line at starbucks
on hold waiting for a customer service representative
watching television commercials
sitting in traffic
logged into a pseudo society online
listening to politicians lie
writing student loan checks
forcing a faux smile to an asshole
and feel i deserve
to be flattened by a speeding bullet train
into a scraping trail of bloody offal
for my cowardice
for failing to truly live
for accepting coffee and credit card offers as a substitute
for wasting my life
as the ocean reclaims the land
and our comfort level with it
we will realize in a collective gasp
we have squandered
centuries of invention, blood, and privilege
with human conceit
.
we have wasted every memory
every idea
every love
by failing the planet
.
we have forgotten to call our mothers
as we were killing each other
over
unknowables
and inflexible
fallible
beliefs
.
don’t go crying to science
science tried to tell us long ago
.
so eat your nachos
and barbecued chemistry lab meats
cheer on your gladiator teams
as they bash their skulls together in a coliseum
enjoy the halftime performers as they twerk and bleat
live stream a diversion
drink your wine and craft beer from sustainable bottles
.
insert artisanal tampons made from the wool of
vegetarian fed sheep
.
file your taxes
.
don’t you look pretty
with thicker, fuller lashes
drop your child off anywhere
so long as you don’t hear their screams
.
pay for neon sex
on the latest smartphone
with that one last good credit card
.
swipe the strip or insert the chip
but do it hard,
consumer culture,
more, baby, more
.
a civilization
blindfolded in agreement
and a few syphilitic mosquitoes
is all the next
mass extinction needs
.
never make the mistake
of clinging to the notion
that someone is good
deep down inside
because
eventually
painfully
regrettably
you will come to realize
they do not have
a
deep down inside
the memory of you
runs like
piss
down my leg
and is washed off
just as easily