i want my camaro back
t-tops, for fuck’s sake, t-tops
all my mixtapes
and getting fingered behind the flats
at play practice
such a fine budding actress
every prom dress i ever had
with the shoes dyed to match
i want a man
reminiscent of mickey rourke on film
in 1987
i want the first shot of bourbon that felt right
and the first joint that took hold
i want the first time i saw the movie halloween
i want to say bloody mary five times
in a darkened bathroom mirror
i want to fear god and voodoo
with equal vim once again
it kept you busy with grand delusions
false hope
scripture
brimstone and jell-o molds
the future ain’t what it used to be, my friend