aayoungice blue shimmer
swaddling a snowy city
morning is being delivered
at the library’s
side door
i crosswalk dash
through breathy billows
from my rose red lips
a parliament of cellos
cooing ave maria to a piano in my mind
focused on the coming coffee and time clock
when the man walking passed me
lifts my trance by smiling
sweetly, simply he says,
“beautiful…”
how i adore rising to wrap
a flowing robe about my
nakedness sunlit
atop a stairwell
plumes of silk following
in descent
at the thought of touching him
once again
there are few things
more divinely
feminine
my thursday morning
slippered feet
made their way
down the driveway
unaware
of the doe
eating flower bed blooms
in my neighbor’s front yard
i froze
coffee in hand
stooping for the paper
when my eyes found the majestic deer
so robust and noble
standing slowly
silently
stifling a giggle
as she seemed to know which plants
were the priciest
and had taken the longest to cultivate
her brazen way of saying
your quaint little cul-de-sac
is in my field and stream, fuckers
she allowed me to watch her
unafraid
because she knew we were both just girls
trying to find our footing on another morning
our babies needed to be fed
there is a light within females of every species
the wonder of creation
giving oceans inside us
it makes me want to tattoo my stretch marks
to my fertility statue frame
to make my warrior scars more visible
after all
i am a red indian
perverse as you are
and full of gastronomic fascination
you could never accept
that i enjoy a cup of coffee in the morning
whilst reading in the bathroom
such bad form
so disgusting you would say
now here i sit smiling ironically
sipping french roast
upon my white throne’s full glory
ignoring victorian pornography
lustfully remembering the day
i stood behind you above the waterfall
in grace lord park
my arms wrapped around your chest
chin resting on your shoulder
leaning into the fence
hind sight mulling
you would have looked so lovely
wearing a chloroform soaked rag
before i saw
the video of you online
a chubby white man awkwardly wearing
gold platform stripper heels
squatting over the biggest suction cup dildo
i’ve ever seen
jauntily fucking yourself in the ass
taking it into your black whole like a champ
and all i could think
is now i know
exactly what i want on my christmas cards
i didn’t know to kill you then
so i must do it with my pen
ah the thought warms me
into a glorious piss shiver