i have no fear of death
i’m not particularly concerned with my life expectancy
possessing the prescience of mind
if and when i reach 75
i will feel powerful dumb
as i tally the amount of time
i have spent in line at starbucks
on hold waiting for a customer service representative
watching television commercials
sitting in traffic
logged into a pseudo society online
listening to politicians lie
writing student loan checks
forcing a faux smile to an asshole
and feel i deserve
to be flattened by a speeding bullet train
into a scraping trail of bloody offal
for my cowardice
for failing to truly live
for accepting coffee and credit card offers as a substitute
for wasting my life